So I'm almost caught up on everything. My health has returned although I'm still being careful. I'm going to update myspace soon and I'm definitely going to tinker with pth.com now that I have *gasp* a lineup of commissions. But first, let's catch up with LJ, read other people's LJs and get used to acting like an all around functional person again. :]



1. I've come to realize that my butt: is actually just the right size. Why I ever angsted about it is beyond me.

2. I've come to realize that when I talk: I sound either demented or surprisingly put together.

3. I've come to realize that if I love someone: it could hurt like hell if they decide to turn against me for any reason. Not that it'll stop me from loving people in the first place.

4. I've come to realize that I need: support, laughter, time and money, in that order.

5. I've come to realize that I've lost: years being worried/afraid/stupid. Better late than never here applies.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: I worry unecessarily, that is, any time I worry.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: then we're in an alternate universe because I really don't drink.

8. I've come to realize that money: can buy you some measure of freedom.

9. I've come to realize that my mother: will always love me in spite of everything.

10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be: a hopeless (or perhaps "full"?) idealist, when I'm not busy being a dreamer with a Plan.

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: things that look, and ultimately are, real.

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: on the phone, not that long ago.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: is more useful than I ever gave it credit for.

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: I'm no longer as freaked as I used to be then.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: I need tons of pillows around me.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: the Big Picture and beyond.

17. I've come to realize that babies: might be part of my future, but only under the right circumstances. Other than that, I appear to be drawing them in moderate amounts.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal: I have tons of things to say but not enough time to say them.

19. I've come to realize that today I will: start coloring a new piece. doortoriver saw the sketch and dubbed it "your lushest piece to date". Hmm. Sweet. ^^

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: watch another episode of Supernatural with my sister. Should be fun.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: make more shit happen, one step at a time.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to: live like I've always dreamt to.

23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is: Just fucking repost, dude. It's fun!

24. I've come to realize relationships: are like plants you have to water. The ones you really cherish also need a sunlamp for rainy days.

25. I've come to realize love: actually exists, rare as it is, as amazing as it sounds.

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend (s): is awesome and cool and precious. But I already knew that.

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s): are my sisters, my beauties, my safe harbor.

28. I've come to realize food: can change your life. That is, eating healthy food can.

29. I've come to realize that when I'm a girlfriend: ...well, call me a traditionalist, but I'm not all that interested in being anybody's girlfriend for any length of time. I'll just marry my soulmate when/if I find them. Don't let all the naked art and PVC wearing fool you.

30. I've come to realize girls and boys: are pretty! Most of the time.

31. I've come to realize over the summer: that I knew exactly what I was meant to do but was too freaked out to go ahead and do it.

32. I've come to realize heartbreak: is something I'll face head on if I must.